Little did i expect the day after he quarrelled with me regarding the baby surname. He hurt my heart by telling me that his bro compare me being so fat with his wife who has given birth two times is skinnier than me. Which is OK.. and i just to relieve myself of not so hurt.. i told him say A cup squeeze wad meat compare to me C cup and laugh it off.

Then he hurt me again by telling me that his brother wife is so much better than me because shes not naggy. I mean, if i nag hai bu shi ying wei ni. Else what for i nag? Its like wasting my time. And i didnt want to nag, but just finding myself to say him for him to improve.

I was so angry that i asked him to move out and tell my mum to throw him out as i need to rush for tutition. Unable to deal with the angryness, i sit taxi back from tiong bahru just to chase him out.

When i reached home he wanted to deal the matter with my mum and me, wanted to convince her to convince me to put the child name under his surname. But being the stubborn me i refuse and which made me feel that he only wants the child.. not me that he is caring. But in the end my mum gave up on me and they compromise on the child with my surname..

I feel so unloved and feel that what he wants is the child is the surname. Hais.