Had a very bad dream last morning..

i dreamt that i was bleeding very badly when i woke up and my now sleeping bed was bloody including my night dress.then i saw a baby, aka (alien like) i would say..its not moving there and it was dead.. i was totally confused and lost..then something like his father help us clear the things etc then i keep on touch for heartbeat but cant find.. feel very sad..

then no matter how i feel i cant feel the bb heartbeat..
i keep on tell myself its not real not real not real then i woke up =s

Haish..then yesterday bb`s heartbeat was very weak and stopped for a while a while which scared me badly.. thankgod shes ok now i think..

Today also sibei suay.. Played baacarat, just to win the $30 to buy a elephant from build the bear back home also so hard z, and lost $50 hubby lost $150.. I lost my Handphone thanks to hubby.. HAISH.. Then bb gave me a very bad shock.. Pass ERP gantry, erp unit spoil...zz..