Finally im so close to holding Rislin in my arms, been so busy and stress...And im so sick of dealing with my mum interfering with which hospital i should go to give birth and Rislin`s name which she find it so uncommon till its a bad thing and i should be picking common names, and that her name have no meaning.. And damn hell.. Her name is a mixture of papa and mama`s name, isnt it meaningful enough? Rather than just picking a damn name out of a list of name which she forces me to pick till we end up quarrelling..

I dont know whats her damn problem but she keep forcing me to get married, she keep saying if i dont want face, she wants it..And i told her that this year rom, few more years then banquet.. She goes like, you dont want face i want, then what will you let other side of parents think? You no parents teach and give for free , dont even need to get married is it, and your parents dont even care if you are married and pregnant or not.

Its like HELLO, if i ROM, i`m ROM-ing at Country Club at least better than my uncle who ROM+Banquet at a Community Club right? And its not enough ar? its not as if im forever not going to hold banquet.. Sickening..And she like to keep saying, we`re asians not ang mo, not so open bla bla bla.. So sick of her..

And Finally, 33weeks and 4 days pregnant.. It feels forever.. Im so nervous and excited and kind of frustrated waiting for her... Hubby is more excited than me now though.. Ironically the guy who thought of killing her, love her to pieces now, talk about her everyday, play with her.. Is the one who is the most excited of her most. Should i be laughing at the irony of life?

Few days before hubby and my anniversary, i was so depressed that he didnt get me flowers to propose to me though i told him and repeated to him, i expect a proposal on christmas and dumped my $ for him to buy. And on 1 Jan09 which is our anniversary, he finally propose to me..
(in a more romantic or rather to say in a proper way instead of proposing in the middle of ahem -_-)

However, getting the flowers for me was kinda unexpected. As i was expecting a parcel from overseas, i was awake in the morning waiting for it. I thought who the hell call me so early in the morning and it says that it got a package for me and hes outside my door. And at my re-delivery request, i requested for them to call me when they reach my house as my doorbell is spoilt. So when i see the flowers the guy is holding, i was so surprised and grinned away the whole day..

Although he had a toothache on that day, sweet him brought me to eat Fish & Co. As i crave for that.. The flowers was so beautiful and only after taking pictures at there, i realised how much fatter i became.. sigh.. the "happiness" of pregnancy, looking like a oversize pig...

YUMMY FOOD




















Hubby Digging in his fish N Chips



















Me holding on my Flowers
























Made him squat again at home for me to capture this picture,haha

























Look at how fat i`ve transformed before moving on, its like omg, wtf you did to yourself LOL..
























My Beautiful Flowers






















The Letter Attached





































































Oh, and few days before, i went with my mum to carrefour to buy some of baby items, i bought a beautiful moses basket for her, 2 pack of disposable panties and a lucky baby stroller which is only $89, which is light and can use one hand to open and close somemore! When i search online for the model i see a online shop selling at $179.. the horrors -jaw drops-


Her Moses Basket





















































Her Stroller