Wow, i mia-ed so long, oh yeah there were alot of drama in my life again and again.. It seem never ending.. And my com was down for 2days and i am dying of boredom when it was down and somehow during the 2 day my girl was specially guai.. And after my com came alive.. her pattern and stunt all came out again.. Bleahs.. Im blogging as my two pigs are sleeping now.. better make it quick before my small pig wakes up..

I finally received the mat i bought from a seller on Saturday, and is perfect for taking a nap on it and let her play her toys there! Pictures of Rislin Enjoying :p



In case you`re wondering, wa this mum trying to kill her baby ar, what if Rislin grab the book and hit her head etc etc.. I was reading beside her as i had nothing else better to do and seeing her sleep makes me SOO SOOO BLESSED to have her as a daughter, to have her in my life, i wished she could have come earlier to let me know that i meant the world to her and to let me learn more about life but i know that during that time i may not be able to handle her as well as now, so thank god she came only at this age..

She gave me love, support and encouragement from deep down inside.. I love her :)

And i also bought a new radio cum cd player yesterday. As i told my mum that if more than $30 dont buy as i didnt go out yesterday.. But she bought anyway and it cost a whopping $40+
-palm forehead-

Im trying to cultivate this habit whereby i can put her down at the bed playing soothening music while she sleep.. So it dont need to be so hard to put her to sleep.. I manage to make her comfort suck to sleepy to sleep state while i remove her, i tap her to sleep.. its tough but im peservering!

And it sucks to have people who dont have your nipples, my mum fravoite words "she want your neh neh, just give her suck la ". My hubby`s fravoite words when she cry "she want suck neh neh" -_-

Oh yeah, this is the radio cum cd player


And two picture of me and hubby playing with rislin darling.. LOOK she smiled at him when he kissed her!!


And see what kinda sour face grapefruit face she gave me when i kissed her -.-



moving on... Do you remember the hairclip i bought from mini toons? Heres her wearing it and i find it Oh so cute~! Some people must be wondering, shes sucking on your nehneh why the hell you want the world to see your neh neh..

My answer to you: Breastfeeding is a natural thing to do and theres nothing to hide, im not naked taking porn pictures.. Its only a baby way of getting milk, just that the milk from the "milk bottle" is part of my body.. Unless u`re saying you can get "stimulated" from seeing a baby drinking milk, then i suspect you have a VERY big problem.. And i dont see anyone censoring a milk bottle LOL...

Anyway i love seeing my boobie monster like this and this angle of her very cute!


After milking session i changed her hair clip as it seem to drop easily.. and shes all dressed up ready to go out with mummy and daddy!!


Ahem, excuse the Mr Smiley, my face looks weird in the photo, dont want you to have nightmare.



And random random random.. Rislin bathing :p



And cute Rislin at Rocker



Rislin at Granny house, Aunty Lynette would be DELIGHTED upon seeing these pictures and rislin is wearing the shirt Aunty Lynette bought for her!

Sit nice nice for photos..


OOOoooOOo so shiok, like a superstar..


Hey parazzai, GO AWAY!!


I cant take it anymore, MUMMMYYY!!!


And random ramblings, WE finally bought a PSP, though sharing with hubby one miserable psp but still.. Better than no psp!!Im aiming to get a pink one.. Need at least 1-2mths more to getting my pink psp :p


And to end off, this cute old video of my boobie monster attacking my poor boobie