To be frank.. im under alot of stress be it mentally, physically or financially and is very glad to have good friends like lydia, fion to help me to encourage me , to help me up when i fall.

Im kinda looking forward yet scared to my scan on friday if it even makes sense. I hope i will not lose this baby due to stress like the last time which i believe. i hope it will eventually work out in the end and just let me know what is going on instead of waiting and waiting and waiting..

I cant go on like this.. And im getting alot more short temper which is really bad, i totally cant control my emotions and will go screaming when i get angry or fed up..

Please go away and give me back my peace.