I realised.................

Its a long time since i updated my blog, I have been so so so busy with orders and housework and rislin and the dogs! Its been so so tiring, exhausting and what ever words you can put in.. I have been sewing EVERYDAY, yes im serious, at least more than 8hours daily NON STOP.. Ok lah except sometimes to change rislin diapers, bath, entertain her play with her.. but not as much.. More of my computer time changed to sewing time..

And i will be getting a BASIC sewing machine soon! And i`ll be having MORE new things for sales like cloth books etc (i got inspirations!lol) . And i gotten a order of making a couple MiMi,MoMo, customised order though, i thought it was rather sweet.. And i guess i will be kept busy for at least 3-4days even with the sewing machine!

And i still cant bend and do house work as fast before i tend to get braxton hicks which is uncomfortable and hurt at times, and pelvis will hurt too.. but i just bear with it to compelete my house work before resting. I try not to carry heavy stuff, and walk too much because just 10mins of walking will get me braxton hicks and painful pelvis.. And once i carry something heavy/even mopping the floor which exerts strangth, my pelvis will pain and i will feel heavy pressure down there.

And im going to be 28 weeks tomorrow.. Yay! I hope boy wont be a preemie still.. and i hope that he will come out at 37 weeks straight so i dont need to get induce. And it`ll be au natural for me, since epidural will be out for me again..

And i bet he will be a chubby and big size baby.. Hes my little chump chump who caused mummy so much pain! I need to smack his butts when hes out. ha! ok i was just kidding on that part but i dont know how much more i can bear and with the "confinement" i`ll be coping alone which isnt much of a difference since i coped alone with rislin. But this time is two kids, and one of which is still toddler, so im kind of nervous about it. Although my husband will be taking a week no pay leave but still... I dont know Rislin`s reaction about the new sibling..

Its nerve wrecking, Being a mum has no ending to worries of what if what if what if and more what if.. Im just crossing my fingers about everything so far

But im also glad that Rislin is getting a baby brother/ sibling. Im still wondering if i should take our family potrait with a big tummy and Rislin hugging or should i wait till Liris is out? Meanwhile while i have time to slowly consider. I hope everything goes well..

And with the new movie toy story 3, im thinking of seeing and to bring Rislin to see.. But im not sure if she will appreciate it as the first movie i brought her, Alvin and the Chipmunks she didnt like much maybe because i chose the cinema with the softest speakers where you can barely hear anything not like GV/Cathay blasting away loudly.. Well maybe i will try cathay this time.. Hope she will like it.

Oh well, ending off for now