Blogpress has been unstable and after I type out soooo much ready to post it suddenly shut down on me!! Grr so I'm retyping and this time seperating the posts in case the same thing happens.

So... I'm back at home with a 5day old liris and a going 19month rislin.. I'm coping better than I thought though my mum came over to help for a week.. But I'm confident of handling them alone by myself!

And I have since embarked back on my breastfeeding journey, fully breastfeeding liris and pumping out for rislin..

And recently liris loves to comfort latch and it's seriously exhausting me out as during breastfeeding we excret out hormones that make ourselves sleepy.. When I'm already tired I can't fall asleep cause I have tons more chores waiting for me to do..



And rislin didn't show much jealousy or rather very little as I never seen her displaying her jealousy except today wanting daddy to carry her while he's carrying liris..



She also loves to sayang, kiss and carry didi alot after I let her carry once with my supervision and next to her



And when didi cries, she is the first to rush into the room and point at didi looking at us sadly or she will sayang didi while waiting for us to carry didi up..

But sometimes even when didi is sleeping she like to go sayang didi till she poke him somewhere or take his feet up and laugh then he would cry at times..

Really don't know to laugh or cry at this sight

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