I thought I have done enough research on this but turns out that it's not enough.. Liris was circumsized yesterday using the plastibell method..

I brought him to the clinic and while he was in the room crying which I could hear from outside while waiting for him I almost broke into tears.. It's so heart wretching, it's like I brought him there to be tortured.. This was not bad enough

The worst was the aftermath, everyone's else babies had their usual rountine after circumsizing but my baby was different.. He was pretty traumatized and I can't leave his sight, and he constantly want comfort sucking.. He would fall into deep sleep while comfort sucking and suddenly unlatch and cry loudly..

I barely slept last night as I could not move my body as I was giving him comfort suck whole night long and not to mention sudden bouts of cry..

If I have another son most likely I will not circumsize him as late as liris.. Most likely if I want to 2nd day of birth I will do it..but it traumatized liris pretty bad I'm not so sure about doing it if I have a son again cause I don't want him to go through the same

Now I just hope liris recover faster so I can have my normal baby again as it breaks my heart to see him like this


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