Our humble dinner for today.. Nothing beats compliments from your husband that its tasty and nice ;)




Just want to add some words for my friend before i end off...

To Lynette,
Im not sure if you still read my blog or you totally erase me from your world. But i just dont understand why a simple fb post i wrote "Sian kanna aeroplane who want to meet me for lunch". Can end up a huge degrade of very good buddies to a mere strangers. It took me huge strength to press the unfriend button as i know no matter what i do it wont mend... I tried to get back close to you. I apologise sincerely to you but you still mind and i understand that the post which was meant for me stating im not so important after all,really make me feel sad.

I really treasure u alot as someone important and it hurts being pushed away and having a cold shoulder to me. I understand i have unfriend you for sometime but i cant forget you. If you are willing to mend the relationship , please send me a friend request anyime. i know it ridiculous that i ask of that but i just want to give it a try..

I do like privacy in my facebook as my diary so hope you understand why i deleted.. And I can swear to god i had never taken you as "spare tire".. I told you before that i only met with you the whole time.. I didnt want to fly aeroplane on you last minute so when we set a date i always put  the shedule there and i didnt dare to comfirm till the day before..


To Fion,

Life is diffcult after you are gone.. I miss you daily seriously.. You were the only buddy that eat sashimi with me as our bf/husband that time doesnt eat..You always understand me so well and pull me up.. I really miss bugging you at msn and miss talking to you.. Its so hard to accept you are gone and its so unreal you are gone.. RIP fion.. I will always always miss you forever..

I still remember on that day  (midnight) I wanted to sms you to date you out but the next morning i received a shocking sms  from your brother.. Is it our way of telepathy? I dont know but i miss you dearly, when i pack your clothes and saw what i gave you as well as what was your favorite.. i had to fight back my tears and be brave.You are my longest and best friend i ever had. I am so blessed to have you help me by my side, be it emotionally or financially. Without you i would already be dead..