Its my birthday on 29 Aug. But i dont understand why im feeling such sorrow and loneliness. I felt like curling up in a corner and shout its my birthday please hug me. Maybe its because im all alone now. My mum chose her religion over me. My dad went off with a indonesian woman.

I dont type much about unhappiness between family or even myself. But i`ll just do it for once (i hope).. Anyway.. Went to fish & Co for dinner with the kids today. How much they had grown!


I probably have spoilt them but they like the bow line pasta here. And only at doby ghaut`s which they can finish a bowl each. Them enjoying..


Seems like everything just happened yesterday. They are 5,4,2 now. Not forgetting Rislin`s and Liri`s birthday is on Jan and Feb next year.