hi all.. im sorry for mia-ing so long. I have so much to say so much pics so much video, but i`ll try not to make the post so long. Its been a diffcult time during this little time of 1week+ of me dealing with my emotions.. So many things have happen.. with in laws, well they level-ed up.. and with my own parents.. just to say that just a wish of having a normal loving family can be so diffcult to fulfill..

Ok to start my story..I brought Rislin and went out with lynette again to vivo and while waiting for lynnette to arrive. My baby needs to drink her milk thus i went to the nursing room near the toys r us and waited a good 20mins. But the person is still inside thus i knock the door, nobody answer when i tried to force open since i thought door stuck, a stupid man yell at me from inside.

So i waited and waited again but to no signs of them coming out soon so i ask them how long you gonna take.. I need to nurse my baby, but no answers. Then the cleaner aunty was talking to me so i was telling the cleaner aunty that other baby need to eat then my baby dun need to eat and she keep crying once i stop rocking her.

To my suprise the guy inside yell that cant i go to other nursing room.. Another nursing room according to the aunty is at level 1. So i asked the guy, are you nursing? If not can you dont be so irresponsible. Your baby hungry my baby is also hungry, why cant we nurse together? And of course to be expected, he didnt answer again..

But as im wearing a normal shirt thus i just pull my strip down and nurse her in full view of the public.. bo bian ma.. then the cleaner auntie was so nice to let me use the janitor room to nurse my girl and she tell me their baby is bigger than mine. When i have finished, its like they havent even finish can.. who knows what monkey business they doing inside and my girl is considered as slow drinker leh.. Yet she can finish faster than a older kid who is suppose to be drinking faster..

So... nvm.. Me and lynette went walking around and see alot of nice and interesting things. And we went mac to eat cause she wants the glass cup.. (hubby been bringing home alot and i wish i can throw!-rolls eyes-) Before heading home, we went to the nursing room and feed rislin, so shun bian camwhore for a bit..(although its contradicting but i swear outside no people waiting) haha!but lynnette siao one can.. while i breastfeeding shes like camwhoring with the wall display cause its very cute and keep jumping up to snap the photo..

Then she said later she will show her friends her pic at nursing room. Then her friend will ask her you anyhow go in when ppl bf ar? She will then reply, ya la, go in snap snap nia..haha, crazy girl.. if shes gonna do that i forsee alot of ppl will take soiled nappies to throw at her lol

Anyway my loot from gap is here and it seems my black babydoll top is too loose.. should have bought XS..


























































































































































Next! I went with my mum to orchard to see the pricing for hubby suit and its so bloody expensive.. Why is suit so expensive.. i dont understand can! So in the end didnt buy anything and im so suprised with myself..

Placed Rislin at this cute kiddy swing and she LOVES it.. Once i took her out, she cries.. This is on my next to buy list.. Bumbo seat will be replaced, muhahahha





















































In the Nursing room





















And baby keep crying today, thankgod i had a highchair cum rocker from a friend and managed to get her settled to sleep.. this will be all for now, and not to forget a old video i uploaded at youtube.. enjoy!