Just had to blog this down for liris.

Mummy whispered to you alot of times.. Mummy is sorry to circumsized you.. Mummy didn't realised that it would cause you so much pain that you would be so cranky for two whole days with painkiller already..each time I think about how I left you at dr office alone in there and while waiting outside hearing your cries makes me feel like bursting into tears

Mummy thought that the pain is not so bad with painkiller like other babies whose rountine are not affected.. Seeing you so cranky is not tiring me out, mummy is not tired from taking care of you, giving you comfort sucking almost the whole day.. But you acting like this is breaking my heart so much..

If I would have known that it would affect you so much.. Which. Is hurting you so much, is doing more harm than good.. Mummy is so sorry really sorry.. Each time I think about it I want to break down into tears and want to turn back time..

Darling please forgive mummy and recover faster.. It's so heart wretching lookig at you like this.


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