This is terrible, i been up since 3am and its since 5.16am now. I have not been blogging much because i have been going through alot of mess with this pregnancy.

Right now, this is an unstabilised pregnancy with me going into labour anytime, having contractions and severe backache with even the hospital prescribed strongest painkiller doesnt help at all. Bascially since 36weeks 1 day i been having HUGE problem/got myself busy with this pregnancy. I have also been hospitalised since 6Jan. for about 3days.

On 6 Jan, Baby was transverse and i had to take baby out immediately as i was having contractions.Baby would die if i labour. It was also impossible to birth a transverse baby natutally. Being scared,i called around for ECV to turn the baby but Dr Paul knocked off and Dr Lai only does it for breech baby. So i had to go to  a chicropractioner instead. And that night  baby was headed down.

So i didnt have my csection but because of my contractions, i had to be hospitalised. So i stayed at kkh till 9 Jan which the doctors unwillingly discharge me with me signing a form i request discharge and i will not hold them responsible. I have to go home as husband and my mum needs to work.So there will be no one looking after the kids if i continue to be hospitalised all the way till i deliver.

Im too tired and lazy to repeat the story so i will copy and paste...

But now my case is that baby is floating and I'm still having early labour contractions. Baby head will not engage till I go into labour as this is my third pregnancy. And I'm discharged from the hospital unwillingly by the dr i had to sign that if anything happens i wont hold them responsible as I stayed there for few days and my husband needs to go back to work as well as my mum.

The dr at hospital A was very unwilling to let me go home as they wanted me to stay in hospital till I deliver as I'm having contractions and this pregnancy is complicated. Baby's complication now is that if I go into labour and as baby head is not engaged, if baby turn during that time. The baby has to be gotten out within 5mins.

Hospital A is not willing to induce me until at least 40weeks but they have the facilities to get baby out within 5mins if emergency happens. I'm unable to stay at hospital A till I deliver as my husband and mum have not enough leave to cover the few weeks of hospital stay.

I have two options now
1) induce baby out at hospital B which doesn't have the facilities to get baby out within 5mins but 25mins instead. At least safer than I labour at home and don't get to hospital at time

2) labour at home, risk baby dying within 5mins which is 100% if baby turns during labour as I have no way to reach hospital in 5mins.


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Anyway im very bothered on what to do... and hospital A is KKH